I have always been obsessed with the sun setting into night fall, It made me feel something that I am not sure, something I used to be so uncomfortable with. It used to feel like an “ending” to me, and to me it was odd.
but lately I realized that every beginning as it’s ending and whether we like it or not it’s inevitable.. something always bound to happen.
to me Endings are always equivalent to sadness and being over, but maybe endings are here for us to start over, Like sunsets.. It’s beautiful.
But I finally get to know myself over the heartbreaks I’ve been through this year.
kylie jenner was right all along when she said
“2016 is the year where we realize things..”
so, now instead of regretting things, I’ll just be happy I get to experience it and be thankful it happened.
I’ll choose to be happy even when the movie I anticipated for almost a month to watch on the cinema finally rolled the credits.
I’ll choose to smile as I lose the game I’ve been training and been wanting to win for years now instead of being salty.
I’ll gladly admire from afar all the things that should have been mine but never did.. and it’s okay, I’ve been mad and sad for a very long time and I guess.. I grew Tired of it.
Life isn’t about Love.. Really.. It’s about Letting go, coping up and moving on.
I hope you guys stay happy.
sincerely yours, A.